Rape Culture: The American Nightmare

Today I made a police report against Brian Joseph Mann, who confessed on his blog several years ago, that he has been stalking me since 1998, when I first began using the now defunct Microsoft Network--the first robust social media network, which closed because it was not shielded from lawsuits like the social media networks of today are. That confession was documented in another police report and should be referenced in the police report I made today, although the police report I made today was about Brian Joseph Mann impersonating a police officer on Twitter. The @BuddyOregon account on Twitter claims to be a police officer, but the police officer I spoke with today agreed with me. It is almost certainly Brian Joseph Mann impersonating a police officer just like he has impersonated myself and so many others over the years--for the express purpose of causing harm to those he impersonates. Impersonating a police officer is a Felony. In the past my employers have received telephone call

It won't be for many years, at least a few or several, until I'm able to write a book on my religious beliefs. I have spent my entire life, as most people do, considering God and creation. I was baptized Roman Catholic. My paternal grandmother was very active at St. Joseph's church in Vancouver, Washington where I was born and went to Catholic school for first and second grade before moving to Battle Ground and entering public school. My Catholic upbringing was my religious training. My mother had converted from Lutheran to Catholic after we moved to Battle Ground. During this same time my mother's sister (who has always been her best friend) and brother converted to the Four Square church--an evangelical church founded by a woman who committed suicide after she was charged with fraud for bogus "faith healings" which she also took money for. Unfortunately for my sister and I, our Catholic education was devalued by the constant presence of Four Square evangelic

CyberHawk continues, I'm happy to report. The support I received, both morally and financially, to pay for the webhosting of  CyberHawk inc.  is all but gone. I probably should have paid the annual fee for the web-hosting, but I was waiting to do that after I found two others to join the board of directors. In all I received $200 in charitable donations to the cause that is CyberHawk. Paying the monthly web-hosting fee of $15 means the fund is now at $20. I began receiving money for CyberHawk in October of 2019. With one month remaining and then only $5 in the fund established to create and maintain the project, I will continue it paying out of my own pocket, month by month. There is good news, however, as my personal reasons for creating CyberHawk and striving to find two other board members to make it a 501c3 to educate the public on Internet safety has not been in vain. Recently Google took down the main hate blog about me. Today I reported two different blogs which have been do

2020 is a year everyone will remember. Even more than 2000, 2020 has proven to have occult significance. It has awoken the collective subconscious, it seems, for hindsight.  It certainly has awoken my own hindsight reflecting on my now two plus years of homelessness in the most sober light since this chapter of my life began. In this time I have tried less and less to control the chaos which has made my life worth living only because of the peace I've found, examining the madness that is American society--and my own madness too. Before becoming homeless I only wanted to control the chaos. To put a stop to the years of sexual harassment and assaults grandmother age women would complain about going on at the Hawthorne East apartments. To confront the system and demand justice for being terribly injured by a medical doctor during a surgery. To confront my family and demand justice or at least have some retribution for their having tortured me with their sexual depravity, moral cowardi

This update is a political analysis--what I think about what is going on, politically, in the USA. Trump admitted this morning that Biden won the election and went on to say he still refuses to concede defeat. Republicans won seats in the House and remain in control of the Senate. Portland has been regularly featured in international news, as a city lost to Antifa and clashes between them and the Proud Boys. I see this political landscape as being evidence of the first years before the total collapse of the United States of America. There isn't much I can do to prepare for a Civil War when I'm at a shelter with only a meager income; but I am preparing as best as I can. I must prepare for the total collapse of the US government and the rise of two factions which will rely on violence to establish themselves as the legitimate government--and I have no place on either side. The plague autism is real. Underlying the political schism is the reality of genetic brain disease, autism,

Quitting smoking has saved me a lot of money, after spending a few hundred on American Spirits out of the COVID stimulus check I got. I'm back to selling Street Roots and Kaia, the executive director, is one of the kindest people I've ever met--without exaggeration. I've got a new spot and by next Wednesday I should own the location as I've been buying 20 papers a week for nearly a month, such I can claim it. With the holidays coming, I hope to make a tidy sum selling the paper. This week's story by the Editor, how housing must come first before addressing underlying issues like "mental health" and drug addiction, reminds me how the paper sometimes nails an issue. I am appalled by how many thousands of Dollars are paid to mental healthcare workers to talk to homeless people. That money the healthcare workers are making, should go towards their housing, not "tell me how you feel" sessions.  Do people realize how cruel mental healthcare workers are

Now the election is over, a wave of positive feeling has swept over Portland. Although I left the Democratic party and burned the one-way bridges (relationships that only benefited others, never myself) with neoliberals about two months ago, I took part in the celebration at Pioneer Square. For a few hours it was fun to be in a community celebrating and being happy instead of hateful and rioting. The hypocrisy of Biden's victory speech was not lost on me, however, as he and the neoliberals stoked hatred and racism against Trump since the Donald was elected. Only after he won did he express the need to "lower the temperature." The fact is, the 2020 campaign run by Democrats was fueled by their racism and hatred of conservatives--white men. Truly, neoliberals are fundamentally dishonest people. They are guilty, often times more so than the ones they accuse, of promoting racism and hate. The irony is, to the neoliberal mind, the people who respond to their hate with hate are

This election, with Trump trailing in Votes, is exactly what Americans deserve. They deserve to see the corruption in government, on both sides. Regrettably, Democrats will only see the corruption of Republicans and Republicans only see the corruption of Democrats. The White House has published a report by The Heritage Foundation, regarding the very real history of Voter Fraud in the USA. Report on Voter Fraud in the USA At least one county was caught committing ballot fraud. Over 6,000 votes were tabulated by software for Biden and Democrats in Michigan. It would have gone unnoticed if not for GOP officials who demanded a hand recount of ballots. This is almost certainly not the only case of mass voter fraud committed by Democrats--with their autistic techno-henchmen/hackers--in 2020. Evidence of Voter Fraud in 2020 I warned Earl Blumenauer (the only Democrat I voted for) about this. Its the computer tabulation of votes that is the back door for hackers and those want to defraud the v